*under construction*

trying to fix this thing up to make it lo0k not so plain sho nd itz gettin boring so w/e

HapPiie beLaTed

                  B-daii To0h Me!!

- sigh mah b-dai wuz idk lame didnt get much got a ring from parents sum stuff from mah fwends i bought mah self a lot of things wid money i got from mah b-dai nd new years since mah b-dai wuz right after chinese new years..had alot of pepo forget but dey said happie b-dai a dai or 2 later =] all go0d i guess hope mah sweet 16 turns out better umm got a dance coming up next fridai dont noe if i should go if everywun else goes i will..well mi out got nutten to say!! baiiz lub yallz

tunring 15

                  in 9 daiiz-

hmm birthdaiis coming up on da 30th dont realli know what to do kimi is saying throw a partii at her house but idk...dont reallii know what to say da onli think i do got to say is umm idk whats up wid mi lately but for da pass few months i been gettin pissed off real easy lik i get sho moody nd juss go off on pepo...i guess im juss tired of pepo walking all over mi lik im being to nice to pepo...pepo dont stuff dat get on mah nerves i used to be lik w/e now i get realli annoyied is dat bad dat im being sho mean? lik pepo do it to mi sho idk blahz..ne ways i hope mah b-dai turns out better den last year nd yall better get mi sumthing!! j/ks but plz do is yo0h can =] iighty mi out baiiz luv yallz

sighz...break has been go0d till todai i had all mah aunts nd cuzzins over..nd mah babe cuzzin dat i misz sho much hes da most adorable babii ever! cant stand not having him around itz sho sad everywun lefted wun by wun i hate sayin go0dbyes  i onli have wun aunt dats still here nd everywun else lefted i miszz all da loud noise nd shit all mah cuzzins nd mi would sleep in da living ro0m nd we wouldnt sleep till lik 3 now i got sleep all alone...hehe sounds weird o0o wellz but ne wayz it wuz lik a family renuion i guess...a pretti go0d wun too...um lets see wut i got for xmas not much juss money-$500 but spent lik most of it alreadi nd shoes nd i think dats it =] o0o0 went to da aqurium thingy wid mah family nd it wuz kinda lame it wuz fun but dey dont have alot of k0o0l fishes or not alot w/e juss a few regular wuns...nd went to da mall lik everydai for da past 2 weeks nd i realli did go everydai to0k pix twice mah cuzzin nd her babii nd wun wid 2 of mah cuzzins...dont ahve alot tho onli 20 sho dat sux..well umm guess dats it if i can think of ne thing else ill write it latter for now dats it baizz!!!

New Layout: by mah hunniie Dona =]

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Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You

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e.d.i.t---quotes =]

It’s funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye,
It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It’s funny how forever never seems to really last,
It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
It’s funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
It's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
It’s funny how people change and think they’re so much better,
It's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It’s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
It's funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It’s funny how ironic life turns out to be,
But the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me.

It gets hard to trust anyone
when everyone you ever
opened your heart to
has let you down.. </3

I don't want someone because i'm scared for the ending. ;; I'm scared to fall in love again.. open up completely & then \\ just get shut out. think about it.. it's not a completely irrational fear. you give your heart away & then you just get it back ..  but than one little piece is always going to be missing.. everyone you give your heart away too, takes a little piece of it with him and eventually .. whats left to give?

Life is about trusting your feelings &
taking chances, losing and finding
happiness. Appreciating the memories
and learning from the pain & realizing
that people always change